It has finally come; the day that I've been waiting for. All through high school you wonder what the day you graduate is going to be like. Honestly, it's not as extravagant as I thought it would be. I think as a home schooled student it's different though. I don't have relationships with my senior class. I have like 3 friends in it, but that still doesn't even make it like amazing or anything. There is just nothing personal or really special about it. This doesn't mean I am not excited, cause I am. But the reason I am excited isn't because of the graduation itself, but the fact that its basically the last step of being done and moving on to what's next.
In a way I wish I didn't have this attitude about it. I want to care more. I do feel accomplished in a way, which is important I suppose. But there is just something missing. It seems like I should just be extremely excited or something. Maybe once I am actually there tomorrow, it will be more real so I'll be more into it. Hopefully that will be the case. Because I know one day I am going to look back and wish I had a different attitude or something.
Well, it has been an extremely long week and I have a very long day tomorrow.
Goodnight, world.
Happy Graduation to me! Whooo!
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